Thursday, November 27, 2008

thoughts. do mine matter?

Naiinis ako sa lahat, sa bus, sa kanya. SA LAHAT. Pwede mag-vent? Kasi ganito yun, wala lang, ang feelers ng tao sa skul, except kami. Kala mo kung sinong maka-act. Para bang prinsesa na? God, ang bitchIt's ridiculous how lame teens could get, or even old women or men. Wala lang, sobrang sa school, like, you hear filipinos talking english, tapos yun pala, they didn't grow up here. At eto pa, they were talking to their own kind, filipinos. Wala lang, sobrang ang ridiculous. Kasi you'll know talaga na di naman sila mga englishero at englishera. Haha. And they also act like they're better than us, the newcomers. Wow, ang yabang. Ewan ko. Sobrang gusto kong mag-vent. Matamaan na, ang matamaan. Kasi masasaktan ka lang naman diba kapag totoo? Like I remember the time na, this girl was talking to her friend. And she was talking english, ang arte pa. Tapos biglang nagtagalog. So I was like, "what the fuck? okay, nag-english ka pa. Pinahirapan mo pa yung sarili mo." It really did piss me off. Eh, hindi naman premiere language dito ang english, kundi french. It's understandable if they did speak in french. Wala, sobrang natutuwa lang ako na ewan. Sobrang I felt like venting talaga about this. And ang conceited pa nila. At least, they see themselves as 'beautiful' unlike me. Ewan ko lang talaga ha. :|
Fuck din ang mga buses, I should have my own transportation or something. Naiinis ako, kasi ang sikip. Tapos sometimes, they don't stop where they are supposed to stop. Nakakainis. Naiinis talaga ko sa buhay ko. HAYYYYYYYYY. Anak talaga ng tekwa. Tapos friday na naman bukas, ala na namang pasok for two days. I don't like weekends. fuck that. BAKIT? kasi palagi akong nakasimangot those days. Alang magawa, nakakainis sila, blahh.
At eto pa, gusto ko ng mag-give up sa french, kasi feel ko di ko kaya matuto. Parang ang hirap hirap. Ang gago lang ha. Kailangan ko ata ng tutor, di sapat yung sa school. Pati ata after school kailangan pa. Fuck, ang slow ko.

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