if it's meant to be, then it will be.

Believing this can be a good or not-so-good thing. "Meant to be" can comfort you if something happens that is hard to deal with or understand. But it can also take away all your power by relieving you of responsibility. If things do work out, then all your hard work was for nothing because it was bound to happen with or without your intervention.

I am trying to decide if I have more faith in myself than I have in fate.

you ruined my everything.

I just 'unliked' this guy that I liked for so long. The reason? He's going out with my friend. Great.

J'ai fait de la bicyclette.

Today, I just found my newest bestfriend. He's 9 and I am 17. :|

I am so exhausted. I did a lot of things today. Well, for me, it's something new. I had to get up at 7 am cause Tita Fe came into my appartment with Ian. We ate breakfast and she told us that the reason she brought him with her was because she's going to leave him to us. The plan for today was to buy a game for his ps3. So we did, with Shammah. After, we went to Mcdonald's to eat. I was upset when I knew that they don't have Quarter Pounder in there, so I just ordered a Big Mac. We even saw Molly. I love her name. Hee. Shammah suggested that maybe Ian would enjoy doing a little biking so I asked my mom if we could go to Van Horne park, she said yes. We waited in the park for my other friends to come, and when they did, I didn't spend much time with them cause Ian was tired. Apparently, that was the signal that we had to go home. We passed by at the bank first, and then went home. After few hours, his mother came. We ate dinner first and then, they went home.

I borrowed a french book yesterday. I don't like reading french books, but I have to. Haha. I hate my school. My teacher's giving us tons of homeworks, seriously. It just sucks.

there's nothing new about me, being sick.

I've been really busy these past few days. I did not have the time to write new posts. There's only a few weeks left before vacation, which means, I have to get a job for this summer. I'm actually going to the restaurant where I'm going to apply for a job on monday. I need something to do for summer. Yes, I'd rather work than stay home this whole summer. I will not be bored and at the same time, I'll get moolah by working.

And also, I'm sick.. again. Nothing new, nothing new. I felt like I was going to die. I am known for exaggerating but I wasn't hypochondriac. I really am sick and it sucks. I wanted to buy shoes today, but I can't go out because of my condition. It sucks when you have to spend your whole day being in bed. But the good thing is, I feel better than yesterday.

I'm active once again on twitter. Follow me please, I'll do the same thing.
http://twitter.com/louisarabla
thanks loves. <3

Biodome.

We went to biodome today. I suppose it was fun. My legs are killing me at this very moment. :|

the take over, the breaks over.

I never want to cook again for the rest of my life. I could never seem to satisfy myself. Today, I felt like the weather suited my emotion. Rain = Depression. Yes, I was with my friends, but still felt like I was alone. I have no idea why. I just felt like it. I was even about to cry on the bus.

I signed up for a plurk thingy account.

http://www.plurk.com/louisarabla

mother, mother.

It was my mother's birthday yesterday. Bought her roses because I couldn't think of anything else to give her. Glad she liked it.