aimless conversation about the better days.

Haayy, salamat. I could finally read a new book kasi tapos ko na yung book ko, na na-stuck ako for 3 months. Haha. Gagawin ko na yung homework ko ngayon para tomorrow, wala na akong masyadong gagawin. I might go eat sushi with shammah tomorrow. Sana lang makasama si tel2x (tel two times. haha.) at si tintin. Mas masaya kung ganoon man. At oo nga pala, don't you think Taylor Lautner is hot? Wala lang, I think he is.
:))

Meron din nga pala akong bagong litrato, kasi wala akong magawa, eh, nakakatamad namang lumabas kasi ang lamig lamig. Sorry nga pala kung di ako nakakapagreply pa sa mga tag posts nyo, tinatamad ako eh. Magrereply ako kapag di na ako tinatamad, mmkay? :) thanks! And oh, thank you nga pala sa mga nagco-comment ng posts ko. -coughs. rain. Haha. :)

your subtleties, they strangle me.

This has been the most hectic week I've ever had on my existence, or am I just overreacting? Sorry, I'm not just used to things like this anymore. I am usually doing nothing, yes, nothing. I've always been a lazy ass, but not anymore. I have to study, I have to do my homeworks, blah blahh. Second grading is ending-- which means, I'll be receiving my report card soon. I hope I'm doing better. Last exam I will be having is in math. Actually, it is tomorrow. Wish me luck, people. I need it for tomorrow. I also need to study, if I want to pass, which I really need to do, cause the time I've seen my grades in math for the first grading, all I got was D. We don't want that to happen again, do we? Thankfully, french exams are all over. I have finished the four exams in french-- oral, ecriture, ecoutez and lecture. I did pretty good in lecture and oral, but in ecriture, I did pretty bad. I didn't know I was supposed to write the letter that I wrote twice, but my teacher said it's not important but still.. nevermind.

I need to let something out-- it's something about trying.
When I was in Philippines, I read something on a page of my school diary. Can't really remember what were the exact words, but it was something like this:

It's better to try and fail, than to fail to try.

I tried something and ended up failing. I made a move on a guy, well I just tried to start a conversation, tried to be friends with him and I ended up failing, cause he ignored me. What was I thinking? That's the last move, never will I try again. I should have never tried, I should have never done that. But sometimes, naiisip ko din na at least I tried.

maybe it's best you leave me alone.

That was a picture I took yesterday while me and my friends were wandering in Old Montreal.

I was pissed last night because of him, cause he freaking ignored me, I want the attention, screw that. We went skating yesterday, blah blah. And yea, of course I fell, but it did not hurt that much. I was scared of falling. Haha. So I guess, I enjoyed our sortie after all.

let's go mystery hunting.

I saw doubting dave today. He's the guy from mystery hunters. I was psyched to ask for an autograph. I didn't have anything with me but the book I was reading, so, I made him sign in my book. Haha. I also asked him if I could take a picture with him. Glad he said yes. I LOVE HIMMM!!

I'm just gay.

I don't know, I was just bored. :)
Would you believe I'm 17 years old young? I don't know, I just looked like a kid in this picture.

Why can't just some people shut the fuck up and move on to their lives, like seriously? It's fucking pathetic when people just kept saying things, and then gonna say it again, and then gonna say it again. Come on, it really is worthless. Why do they blame other people that doesn't have anything to do with their misfortunes? Why is that they can't accept that it's really their fault, not somebody else's? I am so aggravated right now. I'm sorry for my badly chosen words-- if I don't let this out, my head's going to explode. And don't be such a pervert. You started a conversation, and I ended it up cause you started saying things that are awkward and also, asked me if I'm still a virgin. What kind of a fucking question is that?

isn't it messed up?

I just stayed home today. Exams are not over. I still have two exams to take, not to mention, I also have an upcoming exam in math. Woah, haven't seen my math teacher in days. I cleaned my room today then trashed it again. Haha, I took a lot of pictures today, and I don't like every single one of them. I liked none. I used my camera, my cellphone's camera, and my webcam, but none of them turned out good. That must mean I'm -- hideous. ROTFL. I was on in facebook the whole day, I don't know, I was bored but lazy to do something else than use the computer. I just kept changing and changing my profile picture, I also uploaded pictures. Me and my classmates are going to Old Montreal on Monday. We'll be having a sortie, it's like a field trip, but field trips are better. Me and my classmates are going to ice skate, again. I hope I don't fall as much as I did on my second time. Trust me, it wasn't amusing. I felt like a sumo wrestler wrestled me or something like that. -.- Gahh, I'm such a slow poke. Somebody teach me how to skate. Mas gwapo,(he's my crush) will you teach me how to skate? Haha, I'm such a whore.

You're my wonderwall.

That was a thingy Kristine drew on our board. I thought it was cute. Hah. I'm sorry if I haven't been writing any interesting story lately-- Wait, I never did write an interesting story. Haha. My brain is damaged because of all these exams crap. I'm freezing here in my room, heaters broke down. I'm gonna freeze and then die, it's like negative 102938089407987384965 something here. Gahh, someone fix these things.

In too deep.

My day was uhh.. typical. Maybe I should do something exciting, so that my life would be somewhat lively. What do you think? Haha.

think you're smart?

Answering this was fun! You should too. If you answered these questions, whenever I get on, I'm gonna tell you your score. Okay?

1. Some months of the year have 31 days and some have 30 days; how many have 28 days?
a. 1
b. 12
c. 4
d. 7

2. Which is heavier: 300 pounds of feathers or 300 pounds of steel?
a. feathers
b. steel
c. they weigh the same
d. not enough information

3. You only have a match when you enter a cold and dark room. You come across an oil lamp, an oil heater and a candle. Which do you light first?
a. oil lamp
b. oil heater
c. candle
d. none of the above

4. 20 cows are grazing a field, when suddenly a lightning bolt kills all but 12 of them. How many are left?
a. 32
b. 12
c. 20
d. 8

5. A train traveling from Canada to the United States, carrying 300 American passengers crashes EXACTLY on the U.S. and Canada border. Where will the survivors be buried?
a. Canada
b. United States
c. Exactly on the border
d. None of the above

6. How many oceans are there in the world?
a. 4
b. 1
c. 5
d. 13

7. Lee's parents emigrated from China. They have 5 kids. The kid's names are La, Le, Li and Lo. What did they name the 5th kid?
a. Lu
b. Le
c. Lee
d. Not enough information

8. The Johnson family has a father, mother and 7 sons. Each son has 1 sister. How many people are in the family?
a. 16
b. 10
c. 8
d. 14

sorry, I can't stay away.

I will have french exams this coming thursday and friday. I haven't started reviewing. Maybe I'll just recapitulate these things. I'm going to start writing notes this evening. I think I need to study, if I want to remain in the honor list(duhh). Not to be cocky or something, it's just nice to see my mom proud. The acquisition of something is ingratiating.

Today, my teacher was mad about us, not understanding most of the things he said. I wasn't really in the mood to absorb any information that's why I wasn't listening at all. I was in an uncontrolled state. Let's just say, someone's distracting me. He was infuriated, I know, cause he was yelling. I don't like it when he's displeased. I don't like improper attitude. Moments after, thankfully, he calmed himself. We went back to what we were discussing about. I tried my best just to pay attention to him. Haha.

I'm conscious about my body. My teacher asked me if I eat cause he thinks I'm freaking skinny. After that, I asked my classmates if I'm freaking skinny a million times. They told me my body's fine. I know, a lot of gals want a skinny figure, but I'd rather not. Unluckily, this is my body, no matter how much I eat, my body will show no change. It's a family thing.

And oh, I know how to speak french, tagalog and english. That three languages only. Don't talk to me in any other language. It's kind of... weird.

baby, there's no turning around.

New skin. :P
I know, I change my skin a lot.





New book! New book!
Echoes by Danielle Steel.

a world of magic awaits

I didn't know I could post an entry using only my phone.
Haha, stupid.

Sooo, yesterday I went shopping with my friends. And it all ended up with me spending the most money. I couldn't control myself. I love going shopping with my friends. I bought a chapeau from urban outfitters, they don't have the glasses that I wanted, so I just bought the chapeau instead. I also bought this longsleeves from American eagle, and thsirt from the heavenly American apparel. Hah
My friends and I just ate at mcdonald's cause it was the nearest fastfood place from us. It was fun, I guess. Except the spending part. I'm gonna be wise next time. Here I go again...

as a teenager, I have things to do, rules to break.

I'm going to downtown today with my friends. They're gonna do shopping, and me? a little. I don't have the money, I'm gonna be sagacious this time. Hah. I just need to buy a new chapeau and maybe glasses from urban outfitters and a new book. The last books I bought were eclipse and breaking dawn. Hah. After, go home and do this math exercises my teacher gave me. He said he's going to check our works on Monday. Wish me luck. I also have to take self-portraits. My last ones are getting old. I actually took one today, yea, just one. My battery died. I don't have the charger with me, sad, eh? Yes, I am now Canadian. ;)

I killed boredom. :)
Sorry, I love the lighting in my room. Hah.

badbutt.

'Top' daw ako sa retard, di ko talaga alam kung bakit may ganun ganun pa. Kaartehan ng school. Sana lang wag na ko madetention. I don't think it's fair na 'top' ako dun. Kasi isang beses palang naman ako nag-absent eh. I was really affected, kasi I don't want to go to detention again. It's freaking boring. I abhor kung sino man yun naglagay ng pangalan ko dun. Feeling ko may may galit sa kin eh... Mhmmm.

At least, sikat na daw ako. :| Haha. Retard, retarded.

The rules are perplexing. I've only been absent for a period since January 6, and now this? This is preposterous. I don't deserve this. I don't have an incongruous behavior, do I? I am scrupulous in everything I do. UGHHH.

it's louisa, bitch.

Emotions- mental state that arises spontaneously rather than through conscious effort and is often accompanied by physiological changes; a feeling: the emotions of joy, sorrow, reverence, hate, and love.

Desire-

1. A wish or longing.

2. A request or petition.

3. The object of longing

All I'm asking you to do is fix me.

Birthday today! Really exhausted but can't sleep cause uncle came over. You know I'm not going to entertain him, but I don't think it's appropriate if I sleep when he still is here. My friends came over to my house. We sang the videoke, laughed our butts off, took pictures (alot!), ate the food that my mom prepared for us, drank beer, they did, not me. Nu-uhhh. It was a blast! Even though I just had a little party, I enjoyed it.

Imma write something tomorrow about my birthday mmkay? And Imma add a little more information. mhmmm..

missed me?

I know ya did. ;)
so I was like thinking.. to give up on him.
I'll forget he exists and I hope it hurts.
:')

Not excited for my birthday. My brother called me today just to say happy birthday, and I greeted him back. Yes, we share the same birthdate. Cool huh? I think it is. Kuya Utoy greeted me also, and said, 'wag ka muna magbo-boyfrann, papatayin namin ni kuya mo yun.' and then I was like, 'ang layo nyo kaya,' (nasa china kasi sila.) so my brother was like, 'toy, nagdadahilan pa oh, malayo daw tayo.' rotfl.

In case you want to know my birth date, it's january 13. Only 2 days away.


WOOOO!!


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UNDER CO.
DÉSOLÉ

-bombs head.

I hope it's obvious that I freaking love boys like girls. Actually, yan ang favorite kong line sa 'thunder' na song ng boys like girls. I hope you guys like it. I know, I change my skin alot. But, it's a disease. Boys like girls are like my.. decrepitude. Mhmm..

Caller: Is this the Krusty Krab?
Patrick: NO! I am Patrick.

We had school today. It was fun. As told by my teacher, my name's the second best sa class. Haha, he must be mentally confused. It was alright cause I got to see him three times (not talking about my teacher, okay?). I'm not gonna mention anything more. None of your business anyway. Not to sound bad-mannered, but yea, it really is not your business. So I planned to have my birthday party since my birth day is just a week away. My friends were like teasing me cause I'm getting older. But they'll experience being a year older anyway so I just didn't do nothing. Do you know anything about homothie? It's about math. I don't know anything about it. I brought my math book home today cause I think I'm gonna study. Our math teacher makes me feel like I'm really stupid, really really stupid.

I wanna be a hero, I wanna save lives.

<a href="http://www.savethewhalesagain.com/index.htm" target="_blank"><img src="http://i39.tinypic.com/ve1wcm.gif" /></a>



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Those were made by me. Sorry for my lame-o photoshop skills. But yea, at least I tried. Those thingys are linked to the savethewhales website. It would be appreciated if you help. It's not for me. The slaughter has to end.

turn it up, it's 5 minutes to midnight.

Apparently, I changed my blogger skin. I love my new one, don't you? It's cool, right?

Goodbye 2008! Hello 2009! :)
I hope you guys made your new year's resolution/s, and hopefully, you'd stick to it. My new year celebration was insipid, there was no bang, there was no noise at all. I guess that's good, for the reason that I disapprove of fireworks. A new year means I'll be a year older again. Aging, here it comes. I could actually care less since my mom's friend said that I only look like thirteen. I started my new year's eve with watching Step Brothers of Will Ferell. Yes, I enjoyed it. But it's not suitable for young ages. Ano ko? Television? Haha. Yea, I started my day laughing my arse off.

My days are over, school is gonna take over my life again. I don't want to go to school yet, I don't wanna wake up early. You know what I hate? MORNINGS. (I got that from Sam of iCarly. I do really hate mornings though.) Well, at least I'll see my friends again. (PFFFTTT)

That was my last picture last year. That was around 11 pm. Sorry if the picture is crappy, my cellphone has only a 2megapixel camera.