&she's got everything that I have to live without

I hate the fact that I can't sturf the internet all the time. Haha, nakaw lang internet connection for now. I have to go to the balcony and find an unsecured wireless connection. That sure sucks.

Anyway, I had bagle topped with cream cheese for my breakfast. It was mmm-mmm. Yea, it was yummy. haha. It's 1:45 and I still haven't eaten lunch. Wanna know why? I am not hungry. haha. I was playing sims:life stories, it was so cool man. TRY IT OUT! It's addictive, for me. I played it the first time on my laptop, but it was only a trial. So I had to buy the whole thing. I lost half of my allowance. It cost me 45 bucks man. I wanted to buy the dvd na puro gamit ng mga teen sims, the cover looked super cool. I feel like I have to buy it, that means I have to have sims two first, and they are out of stock. And plus, I don't want to spend all of my money, I have to save money. I really want to have an internet connection of my own, I don't want to steal someone else's anymore. It's hard, most of the time it's cold out. So I have to wear a freaking jacket outside.x]

death of a disco dancer

it's kind of amazing how people change. When you first knew them, they were so different. And suddenly, you feel like you're the only one who hasn't changed yet. You want to, but you feel like you can't, cause you're scared of what will people think about you because you changed.


I was looking at my old friends' picture, and while I was doing that, I feel like I don't know them anymore. They have changed alot, they have become mature, and responsible. I feel like I like the old them, cause I have liked them for what things that they had. We were so close and now, miles and miles away. Sometimes, I miss the friendship that we had. But it's too late now, I can't turn back time. And I guess, we're not destined to be friends for long. I haven't did my best to keep my friendship with them so I guess a part of it is my fault.