Je voulais oublier.

There are just so many things that I can't let go, memories that I want to bring back. I want to talk to friends that I lost. I miss so many things, so many people. I want to forget.. oh wait, I don't. I want to keep them in me, memories that made me happy in the past, and in the present, hurting me. I've lost so many important people. Does that just prove that nothing lasts forever?

My apology.

It's been a long time. I just felt too lazy to write.

new moon.

Have you seen the trailer of new moon? What do you think? You guys are probably going to watch the new movie, aren't you? Heeh. The only part I liked was when Jacob Black turned into a werewolf. :)

if it's meant to be, then it will be.

Believing this can be a good or not-so-good thing. "Meant to be" can comfort you if something happens that is hard to deal with or understand. But it can also take away all your power by relieving you of responsibility. If things do work out, then all your hard work was for nothing because it was bound to happen with or without your intervention.

I am trying to decide if I have more faith in myself than I have in fate.

you ruined my everything.

I just 'unliked' this guy that I liked for so long. The reason? He's going out with my friend. Great.